Thursday, March 1, 2012
i am missing a big moment right now. and i can't believe i was too stressed out to even remember. so i fell down in the dumps for a minute, and realized when i needed somebody to talk to all i wanted to do was call bo. i wanted to hear his voice. i wanted him to tell me he loves me. i don't let myself get down very often. about anything really. i have hardly any time for that. but today with midterms on my shoulders and a nasty little sickness i just wanted my love. i know i don't get to have him right now but i sure wish he would come and hold me til i fell asleep. and tell me everything was going to be alright. because we he said it, i believed it. i trust him with my whole heart and my whole soul. my heart doesn't even belong to me anymore. he has it. and i want him to keep it. because even though i'm down right now. i am imagining his voice in my head saying don't worry scout, everything is going to be alright.