Saturday, January 22, 2011

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return

if you can't tell i've watched moulin rouge recently.


come what may.

Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you I love you until the end of time

Come what may come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may come what may
I will love you oh i will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may come what may
I will love you until my dying day

*moulin rouge

Sunday, January 16, 2011


i feel like something is missing. just a small part of my soul that most people wouldn't regard. but it isn't there anymore. we make relationships everyday. and some of those relationships stick more than others. some relationships turn into the people you grow old with or the people who hold your wedding dress while you pee (27 dresses. wonderful show). and frankly they leave an imprint on your soul. something they take with them where ever they might go. a little piece of you. so i suppose what i am trying to say is don't take those people for granted. because when they leave they still will have your heart whether they be in idaho or st george or half way round the world. just tell them that you care. and they just might give you a little piece of their soul to fill in where you gave yours. just a thought anyway.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

southern bird.

fly away
fly away
oh little southern bird
here it is cold
there it is warm
here it is old
there it is new

don't forget me
southern bird.
even though
new birds fly
and new skies call
don't forget
your home.
Sometimes time seems to fly away.
7 hours barely feeling like 1.
and i don't know why
some days are like this.
and some are not.
but still.
i smile.
too know that even if the life i'm living
seems to be flying
i am in fact
still living.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

sometimes... i dream in reality.


snow is such a wonderful thing. cold as it is. and seeing as i don't ski, i have had to find a new appreciation for it. and it really is amazing. little individuals falling from the sky. i think that is what i love most about snowflakes. they are all unique and special. just like you and just like me. similarities. between us. i love you cold snow.

Sunday, January 2, 2011


oh blog readers. it is that time of year yet again. the time for goal making and life preparing. but who actually keeps their new year's resolutions. it is a hard thing to do. if you are like me and struggle with the long term try new months resolutions. this month i will start doing yoga. i will be a better girlfriend. i will eat well. see. that doesn't sound so hard. new month resolutions. they are worth taking a gander.

ode to the introvert.

at night
it hits.
a sting
a memory
a painful aftertaste
that won't wash away.

during light
you are fine.
the sun seems to
the face
erase all.

but the moon
has no humor.

it wants you to cry.
to be alone.
to weep past

but you are stronger
than the moon
than the dark
than the face.

little by little
your scab will form.
if you don't pick it
it will heal
and leave a

a wonderful
a story
to tell.

fresh skin is gone
who is


here is something you've got to try. play a song. any song that touches your soul. and lose your mind. drown in the music and let it become you. it is quite refreshing to lose yourself in something even for but a short time.