Tuesday, May 22, 2012


hello bloggers. i just thought i should let you know. i got a 96% on my biology test. and 100% on my astronomy test. i think i did very good. life. is. bliss. and i am so honestly beyond happy. life is literally so good. i need to mark this, and put it in my pocket. because i know life is going to throw me down. but on days like the ones i've had, that doesn't even matter. because i know that even through my darkest days, the sun will still shine again. remember that. because life will get bad, but just decide to remember the good. happiness is a choice.

Monday, May 21, 2012

dance for your life.


you fall
a lot
but as often as you fall

you fly.

your body breaks
your soul breaks
the mirror lies
to you

everything is pushing you
to perfection

but you fight.

you dance for your life


from everything
everyone thinks
you need to be

every plie
every pirrouette
every leap

saves you.

the music drowns you and
you are free.

forever free.

so dance.

dance for your life.

Monday, May 7, 2012


it is incredible to me... how much it means just to simply hear a voice. how one voice can raise against or soothe. we have so much power with the words we say. or the words we don't. i heard my michael's voice this last week. through a small little black box. and i could not contain the joy i felt. his words soothed me. in the darkness of troublesome times this one voice said exactly what i needed to hear. he told me he loved me. and hearing it through his voice made it  more real than just a word on a paper. all of this emotion, out of one voice. it goes to show that we need to be careful what we say. because once words have left our mouth their is no turning back. as best said by thumper, "if you don't have anythin' nice to say, don't say anythin' at all". i believe we need to use the power of our voices to bless lives. whether it be in an "i love you", or just by a "you look great today". we never know the situations of those around us. so go ahead. make someones day. use your voice and lift someone up.


it is the strangest thing in the whole entire world... going from a house filled with ten other people, to an apartment when no one hardly ever seems to be home at the same time. it gives you a lot of quiet time to be inside your head. it gives you a lot of time to think. what do i think about? i think that i love people too much. and i get lonely very easily. not horribly terribly oddly lonely. but lonely none the less. i like to have a shoulder to lean on when i'm tired. or a friend to just sit with. someone to talk to when i get scared of the dark. or a person that will try to understand my point of view. then i remembered... i have my savior. and he is all those things and more for me. he is always there. even when i screw up. or fall down. even when i feel like there is no one in this world that i want to listen, he will still open his ears and his arms. all i have to do is pray. and even if i am in a crowd of people, or all alone at home. he is always just one prayer away. always.