Saturday, November 29, 2008

don't regret.

if there is one thing i am sure of it is that i will not leave this life full of regret. i will not feel bad for not sharing something with someone else. i will not leave not know that the ones i love know it. i want all of those people to know that i love them. i will always love you. i could not live knowing i have left my loved ones on a dangling string. don't make life full of regret. live life so you know when it is your time to go you will have nothing left to do here. don't regret not showing how you truly feel. don't let regret hold you back. don't let it stop you from living out loud... live life to it's fullest.


Thursday, November 27, 2008


do you ever feel like you've done something wrong. like you've seriously messed something up. but at the same time you don't really know how it happened. for everyone this has happened to, it happens to the best of us... no worries at all. just let it slide... get it off your mind as soon as possible because dwelling can only make it worse. it sucks to loose the one you care for the most because of little things that stay glued to the back of your mind. don't let it happen to you. chances are things are going to be okay. everything will be okay.



happy thanksgiving blog readers.  

i am grateful for....

my church
hot water
a bed

i am grateful for so many things.
enjoy your thanksgiving... 
and don't forget to 
count your blessings.


Monday, November 24, 2008


lightning bugs fill the night sky as the buildings of my small little town. i stand high on my mountain and look down at the beautiful town i call home. this skyline reminds me of all that i love, all i want to become. where i stand i am on top of the world. i am powerful. nothing can get me down... it is here that i call my favorite place. when i am here with you & my small little skyline i can do anything.


Saturday, November 22, 2008

happily ever afters.

we all dream of happily ever after. we just don't know when that is going to happen. we have to go through the heart break, sadness, dragons and evil wizards of life before we can make it to the end of our fairy tale. the most pain in the world makes the best happily ever after. if we don't ever feel pain then we never really know what it feels like to be happy. we need it to grow to make our happily ever after worth getting to.


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

don't be afraid.

don't be afraid to let people see the real you. don't be afraid to be who you are. don't be afraid to stand up for what you believe in. don't be afraid to go after the one you love. don't be afraid to live life to it's fullest. don't be afraid to fall down. don't be afraid of tomorrow. don't be afraid of losing. don't be afraid to cry. don't be afraid of being alone. don't be afraid to ask. don't be afraid to be the only different one. don't be afraid to stand out. don't be afraid to shine. don't be afraid to speak.

Don't be afraid of becoming.

Fear strangles us... be the one to stand above. to fear nothing.

Don't be afraid of doing something about. we make the future.


Sunday, November 16, 2008


heart break sucks. period.


more butterflies.

my butterflies have butterflies. all of you that are currently in the butterfly stage know what i am talking about. some get to the point of when you think about them you start to get butterflies and your stomach jumps just to know that you are going to see them soon. it is funny how quickly it can come too. first you think you are just done with everything and then the next thing you know you are back in the cycle of the undeniable romance.


Friday, November 14, 2008


do you ever get that feeling when butterflies are fluttering around in your stomach? when you see that special someone that just makes you feel like you are unique. like you are the only other person in the universe. when you can't stop thinking about them, and you don't want to. you have dreams about what could be and how things could work out. welcome to the butterfly stage...(if you said yes to any of those questions above you're in it) breaking out of the cocoon is the hardest part. but after that you and your someone are the only ones that matter. nothing, no one else is important anymore... and why should it be. right now, this's perfect.



boys, can't live with them can't live with out them. tip one: boys act stupid because they can't stand how dang fine us ladies are. we melt their brains to the point where they are total dorks. tip two: if a boy makes fun of you it is because he thinks you and he are tight... or he is a total jerk. you can usually tell. tip three: if you find a hott nice boy... hold on to them they are extremely rare. no joke. tip four: be blunt with boys... they aren't going to get it unless you say it like it is. they are extremely bad followers. tip five: if you like a boy don't be retarded... let them know. if you don't someone else is going to snag them.

Not all boys are like this... don't get me wrong they are pretty fantastic... dorks and all.




twitterpated: adj, definition 1) confused by affection or infatuation.
2) an undeniable step in the circle of life.

one must be twitterpated at least once in their life. romance seems to be one of those things you can't find a way around. no matter how much you don't want to end up in a pit of heartbreak and confusion. but one cannot deny the absolute amazing feeling of knowing someone has your heart, and the even greater of knowing that you have theirs. heart break is just a ping of disapointment and can feel like a knifeful of pain to the heart... twitterpation can easily sew up the gash that was left wounding your broken heart. take it from one who knows... dont give up just yet, someone, somewhere is falling in love with you right this second. Even if you don't even know it.


Never frown. no matter what, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Thursday, November 13, 2008


One may say that life is a constant roller coaster ride, with it's ups & downs, and with all the surprises we find on the way. Well, i always seem to find myself in a never ending cork screw. Upside down and all around never really knowing where i am going... but always in a forward motion. Laughing is my favorite thing to do, and in my cork screw i find myself do that alot.

If i were to describe my self in one word i don't think i could. i have many different sides to the small little box i exist in. since the day i was born, i have always been different... but why should i try to fit in when i was born to stand out. i don't need to be like everyone else because i know who i am, and i know where i stand and i am ready to sing it at the top of my lungs... are you?