forever changing.

somethings touch you. and change you. and make you want to be better. some people touch you. and change you. and make you want to be better. we are an ever evolving humanity. not one human being in the whole world can stay exactly the same forever. everyday is a new day. a cliche i've heard for as long as i can remember. but it's true. who in this world gets up at exactly 7:03 every day and gets dressed in precisely 5.25 minutes and takes exactly the same number of steps in exactly the same spots every single day. the answer is no one. we are all changing bloggers. isn't it wonderful. we are growing up. every day. never stopping for one moment.

i hope i am becoming better. changing for better. growing into an immovable tree with beautiful leaves and scars on my bark. we are forever changing. and i am embracing it. care to join me?

researching & papers.

i should be writing a research paper right now. should being the key word.

lyrics from the mind of scout.

a song i wrote dedicated to my lovely cowboy proudly serving the people of texas mcallen

we said goodbye
you kissed my lips one last time
you looked at me
with those big brown eyes
and i cried.

you touched my cheek
and you said
baby we don't have to speak
i've got it all in my heart
here it is:

I know that you know
that you make me happy
and even though we'll be far apart
your soul will still sing to me.

and everyday in every way
i'll feel your heart beating
cause you know that i know
that you love me.

three months tomorrow. i am so proud of you elder bybee. i won't ever stop loving you. not even for a minute.

viva italia.

italy here i come. everyone cross your fingers for me that i will be accepted in the summer abroad dance program to italy. what a dream.

kicking my bum.

Dance is kicking my bum. but i know and understand that i am not the best. and maybe i will never obtain greatness to the worlds standards. but i can obtain greatness for me. i can be great just for me. i am here to learn. i am here to grow. i am not here to show off. or to trump someone else. so though dance is kicking my bum... i think i need it kicked. because that means i am learning something. which is what i'm spending all my money on. so thank you dance... and education. for kicking my bum and keeping me in line. i look forward to it... for the rest of my life.

flying away.

southern bird.

your wings have spread, and you are flying away.
away not alone but away together.

your life is new, as you are flying away.
no longer just a daughter, but also a wife.

things will be different, now that you're flying away.
but different good, change embraced.

you are still wonderful, though you are flying away.
and we still love you.

Your four little birds.