misunderstandings suck. i have feelings too and i'm sorry.

favorite word of today...

serendipity.

ser·en·dip·i·ty /ˌsɛrənˈdɪpɪti/ Show Spelled[ser-uhn-dip-i-tee] –noun
1. an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident.
2. good fortune; luck

a happy accident. mmmm. doesn't that just sound wonderful

colakins & sarabeara

hi guys. we don't hang out so much anymore. i vote you call me. :) i miss you guys more than ariel missed prince eric after her father forbid her from seeing him. that's alot girls. lets get together before the north and the south pull you away from me. thanks a bunch. love you sleepy eight.

nerdy couple.

me+bo=nerdy couple. michael bowman bybee more formally known as bo and i have been together two months yesterday. let me all tell you we are quite the pair. we are hecka nerdy. but it's fun. and i'm hecka glad that he has held on to me this long. thanks babe.

here are some photographic memories of nerdy moments at my sisters wedding. enjoy.

that's my hug face. :) i had an anaconda grip. promise.


sooo handsom. michael bowman everybody.


he was sooo mad i didn't let him in on the funny face memo.


we sang a duet. which is really cute.
because he had never sung in public until this very day!

ode to an optimist.

today was rough. many things happened. that weren't so happymaking. but lucky for me i have an optimistic boyfriend. he's always looking for the good even when i don't want to. like when i really don't want to. he dishes it straight. and i loke him for it (loke: the in between of like and love. clever right. invented by sarah and st. louis. stolen by me. mmmm. good friend) i'm kind of a nerd. i call his phone just to hear his voice on the machine. there is something about some peoples voices that can just be sooo soothing. so thank you michael bowman. even though you weren't here today. you were.

fly bird fly.

i am a caged bird.
broken wings
i can not fly.

i am stuck.

metal bars
mocking me
i can taste the
outside air
but
the metal bars
laugh

and keep me stuck

i haven't really been
talking to
the other birds

i think
i broke my own wings

accidentally on purpose

i don't like being
couped up
in a locked cage

but i am.
most of the time.

fly bird fly
just
try bird try.

lets catch up shall we.

hi blog. it's been a busy week. i wish i had friends. my sister is married now. leaving me the oldest unhitched santa maria girl left. weird. i know. i have a new brother. he's cute. five weeks tomorrow. i have been dating my first ever boyfriend for two months today. he is also cute. in a not little brother type way. lake powell in a week. party? yeah i think so.