i want no more apologies. honestly apologies make me feel like a failure. "i'm sorry you didn't make it." i am aware of most of the happenings in my life... and i prefer to not be reminded of my failures with every apology i receive. i know some of you mean it. but lulu mostly doesn't like to hear apologies, she can send her own daggers into her heart thank you.
so please don't open my healing wound. or heaven forbid rub salt into it... that is just rude, and painful. believe it or not... but i am not a huge fan of pain. yeah yeah yeah. i know, who does. anyway... please, i don't know how many more daggering apologies i can take... so no more. please & thank you.