jealous.

it makes me sick to think of how jealous i get. how anytime he talks to another girl it drives me crazy. how anytime he's with another girl i go mad. it's like an uncontrollable beast inside me, that eats at my insides until it's freed. this is not at all what i was expecting. but i can't help caring about him. and i guess jealousy comes in that package.

happy.

it's weird to wake up and be happy. to know you'll get to see that one person in the whole world who makes you smile more than any other. it's like the sun has shone it's face in the coldest darkest cave. the warmth is amazing. being happy is amazing. don't let anyone tear you down. being happy is where it's at. why go through life any other way?

broken.

don't be afraid to break my heart. i'm a big girl i can take it. you hold back now... you may miss your chance. i can't wait around forever. my heart is broken either way.

outcast.

sometimes it's simply better to be alone. the only one that can hurt you is you. being an outcast is much easier than having to belong with people who don't want you. some are just born outcasts. not wanted by anyone, always left to be alone. better off that way. you can't change who you are. or you shouldn't... if you are an outcast embrace it. you've been spared the hurt other people bring. you are blessed by being alone.

biffs.

dear biff,

you are the bestest friend in the whole entire world. you take my crap, and i take yours, isn't that what friendship is all about?? i'm glad we get along so well even though we can both be brats. but we sure do get lots of laughs. through thick and thin. through drama and boys. i'll be there for you always and always.

why?


cause you're my biff.

and i love you.

adventure.

life is an adventure. you don't really plan it. it just seems to happen when it feels like happening... and that is what makes it fun. if we knew what was going to happen all the greatness would be sucked out of our lives. live life like it's an adventure... let tomorrow come when it does and live today to it's fullest.

*adventure is out there*

indestructible.

not everybody is indestructible. not everybody can take on the weight of the world on their shoulders and just shrug it off. life is hard. life hurts. it's supposed to break us so it can build us back up. funny how that works... how we grow from hard things. and even though it seems that there may be some indestructible people out there, the truth of the matter is... that everyone has to snap. if not they'd never grow. so be careful what you say and do... cause not everybody may be as indestructible as you