again.

i can't believe

that i've done it again
i let myself
break my heart again.

i think i set myself up for failure
i think my world is so good and happy
and perfect.

but it's not.
even though i thought so

i accepted my break

and even moved on to my back up plan

dance education

but no.
she has too much faith in me
she doesn't want me to give up
my dream

neither do i.

but i'm here.
stuck and broken hearted
having to kiss away
my denver

again.