gone.

it sucks when the only things you seem to live for, are gone. and all the happiness you've ever felt, gone. thoughts come... has anyone ever loved me... is anyone capable of loving me. all identity of who you thought you were is disintegrating right before your eyes. was it all lie. is it all a lie. people always say things they don't mean... but they don't know how much it rips you apart. do they care. does anybody care. people stab you in the back and expect you to trust them. news flash... all trust... is gone. all love... is gone. all hope... is gone. there is nothing more for me here. who i am... whoever i was... is gone.