apologies.

It doesn't matter how many times you say "I'm sorry" none of them really matter unless you mean it. sometimes it's easy to say the words but it is hard to actually mean it. most don't want sympathy... to be pitied upon. they want you to get it. and it's hard to get it. i'm sorry i don't understand. i'm sorry i'm not as good a friend. i'm sorry i can't bail you out. i am sick of meaningless apologies, but at the same time i'm sorry i'm giving them to you. i don't get it, i haven't been there... but i want to. until then i'll be there if you need a shoulder to cry on. or someone to hold you up. let me get it.