peeta.

i love you peeta mellark. i have always been on your side. i am rooting for you all the way. it was always you. it was always you.

mad world.

i love billy bell. take a look as to why...

Billy&Ademadworld

cafe rio & persian princes

my boy came down today. and together with jfa fartin we went for a fun filled evening, complete with laughing, mexican food and frozen yogurt. Cafe rio hit the spot as always. A new dress from platos closet looks fab. and prince of persian was as stunning as ever and oddly enough makes me want to take belly dancing. life. is. great.

sigh. we are growing apart friend. it makes me sad.

costumes & drama.

so my drama kids. i just wanted to let you know that though you think you have finally gotten rid of me. you are mistaken. i lya santa maria will be continuing on as the official costumer for timpview high school. isn't that fancy. it's like i'm a proffessional. anyway. loves to you all. i'll be probably measuring your bodies and clothing you soon enough.

resolve.

*sigh* life is good. things are resolved all over the place. i think i'm growing up. not letting old things make me angry and hostile anymore. i want to be the girl people say hey. i knew her. and she changed my life for the better. that's what i'm aiming for anyway.

misunderstandings suck. i have feelings too and i'm sorry.

favorite word of today...

serendipity.

ser·en·dip·i·ty /ˌsɛrənˈdɪpɪti/ Show Spelled[ser-uhn-dip-i-tee] –noun
1. an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident.
2. good fortune; luck

a happy accident. mmmm. doesn't that just sound wonderful

colakins & sarabeara

hi guys. we don't hang out so much anymore. i vote you call me. :) i miss you guys more than ariel missed prince eric after her father forbid her from seeing him. that's alot girls. lets get together before the north and the south pull you away from me. thanks a bunch. love you sleepy eight.

nerdy couple.

me+bo=nerdy couple. michael bowman bybee more formally known as bo and i have been together two months yesterday. let me all tell you we are quite the pair. we are hecka nerdy. but it's fun. and i'm hecka glad that he has held on to me this long. thanks babe.

here are some photographic memories of nerdy moments at my sisters wedding. enjoy.

that's my hug face. :) i had an anaconda grip. promise.


sooo handsom. michael bowman everybody.


he was sooo mad i didn't let him in on the funny face memo.


we sang a duet. which is really cute.
because he had never sung in public until this very day!

ode to an optimist.

today was rough. many things happened. that weren't so happymaking. but lucky for me i have an optimistic boyfriend. he's always looking for the good even when i don't want to. like when i really don't want to. he dishes it straight. and i loke him for it (loke: the in between of like and love. clever right. invented by sarah and st. louis. stolen by me. mmmm. good friend) i'm kind of a nerd. i call his phone just to hear his voice on the machine. there is something about some peoples voices that can just be sooo soothing. so thank you michael bowman. even though you weren't here today. you were.

fly bird fly.

i am a caged bird.
broken wings
i can not fly.

i am stuck.

metal bars
mocking me
i can taste the
outside air
but
the metal bars
laugh

and keep me stuck

i haven't really been
talking to
the other birds

i think
i broke my own wings

accidentally on purpose

i don't like being
couped up
in a locked cage

but i am.
most of the time.

fly bird fly
just
try bird try.

lets catch up shall we.

hi blog. it's been a busy week. i wish i had friends. my sister is married now. leaving me the oldest unhitched santa maria girl left. weird. i know. i have a new brother. he's cute. five weeks tomorrow. i have been dating my first ever boyfriend for two months today. he is also cute. in a not little brother type way. lake powell in a week. party? yeah i think so.